sh's diary

Thoughts

2012-02-09T23:45:00.001+08:00

This is so me, i can't help, but want to blog immediately.

"摩羯座的脾气有点大,表面温和到别人误以为很好欺负,其实内心脾气大的可怕.性格矛盾分裂,自尊超强.太现实了,认真,看问题太透.孤独缺乏安全感,自闭,忧郁.爱太深,比较容易受伤,受伤就选择逃避.喜欢乱想,想太多,爱纠结,超倔强."

Sometimes i really hate myself for being like this. Am i born this way? Or am i choose to be this way? I really don't know. If i could have a choice, i want to be a happy person, i hate having so many thoughts. As time goes by, i getting more and more emotional. Seeing think too clear, crystal clear, makes me hate my life. Or maybe, i was taught to be like this. Reality taught me all this..

20th Birthday ♥

2012-01-23T04:23:00.005+08:00

Hi people! Am back! :) SUPER WORDY & LONG ENTRY!

I had an awesome birthday celebration this year! A simple one, but memorable compared to all. :) I had 4 celebrations this year with different groups of friends. <3

Firstly, with my lovely girls! Manhattan fish market on the evening at City Hall! Without fail, they'll always make my day. ^^

After our dinner, MBS for show, slack, a peek on casino and phototaking!

THE SHOW! VERY AMAZING! ♥

Apparently we can't take a picture of the overview of the casino. So yeah, a photo of us at the building :)

Lastly, our 秘密基地!

Ending girlfriend's celebration with this, Love you girlfriends! ♥

Someday I shall crop ning's face in! Without you like not complete!

Next, my beloved boyfriend! Went sentosa! YES, TO DOLPHIN LAGOON! OMGZXC! SUPER HAPPIA~ Super excited yo! & I really had an fucking awesome day! Got to touch my dolphin! ♥♥

SAW THIS?!?! ^^

Then after that, vivo for dinner & headed back Jurong.

Waited for him as home as he said he will be with me on the dot for my birthday. Well, he's late, but it's for good intention. Brought me down my house and celebrated with him, shihao, wei hua, wilfred and darius. A mini one, but I don't mind. :) Thankyou ^^

from b ♥

On the actual day afternoon, had brunch with my lovely girls over at safra! Jack's place! hehe~ Eilly was the first person who called and said happy birthday to me! ^^ Wendy is there too! Thank you for the mini celebration! ♥

From my darling girls! ♥

Okay, then back home and nap! Request mummy to cook for my birthday! ^^ Invited boyfriend up too!

After that, I thought of watching movie with baby, was expecting a very simple birthday this year! But, my lovely people came with surprise! Boyfriend & my lovelies plan this!

This girl! No candle use lighter as candle! haha & she's the one expose a little about the celebration & she's the master mind i think! hehe

hello kitty ice cream cake/chocolate? love it!

Everything they bought, are all HELLO KITTY! LOVE THEM TTM ! ♥

This is a hello kitty thingy! Didn't take after i open it. shall upload next time!

Kitty birthday card!

Poloroid & Hello Kitty Bottle! ♥ Happygirl92!

Then after that, zann drove us to Thomson for beancurd! Had fun squeezing in zann's car! Fetched zann's boyf and total we have 5 people sitting behind! Whooop! After that beancurd, home lo! Return car & trained home!

Train back with only the 4 of us!

Lastly, school the next day & receive this from gary & aaron!

So happy seriously because Zann & Xinyi didn't come to school & I'm like a #foreveralone! Glad they remembered me! Thank you people! Overall I enjoyed myself very much with these lovely people. Although this year is the most simplest one. :) Love you people super much! You know who you are. :) ♥

2012-01-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

Be right back ;)

三寸天堂
电视剧《步步惊心》片尾曲
词曲：严艺丹
演唱：严艺丹

停在这里不敢走下去

让悲伤无法上演

下一页你亲手写上的离别

由不得我拒绝

这条路我们走得太匆忙

拥抱着并不真实的欲望

来不及等不及回头欣赏

木兰香遮不住伤

不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光

不再找约定了的天堂

不再叹你说过的人间世事无常

借不到的三寸日光停在这里不敢走下去

让悲伤无法上演

下一页你亲手写上的离别

由不得我拒绝

这条路我们走得太匆忙

拥抱着并不真实的欲望

来不及等不及回头欣赏

木兰香遮不住伤

不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光

不再找约定了的天堂

不再叹你说过的人间世事无常

借不到的三寸日光

不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光

不再找约定了的天堂

不再叹你说过的人间世事无常

借不到的三寸日光

那天堂是我爱过你的地方

2012-01-07T22:15:00.019+08:00

Bad week this week, but I think it's gonna be awesome tomorrow! School reopen & I've already skipped school on friday. I know it's bad, but I really hate school so much, SO MUCH.

Had a day out with mama & boyfriend on the 3rd, for mummy's check up at NUH. Mummy has do another operation soon. I don't like.. Sigh. God bless okay. After check up, head down to down & this is the first time I wear until very lap sap to town. But well, who cares? :)

Went Robinson & get daddy's hush puppies's polo tee then to OG gaigai. Didn't buy anything there except for chocolates. Tsk. Food republic for dinner & Gong cha next! ^^ after that, go home lo!

School start the next day and there's nothing to anticipate about. My only motivation for school is all my friends. :) & most are my Y2S1 classmates! Although they always bully me, but I know la, you all just play only right? hehehe. All very 疼我的 ^^

Gift from zann! tyty! ^^ ♥

Watched Mission Impossible with girlfriends yun, qin and wei on the 5th and find it not bad. Partly because I am very tired & I kept whining that I wanna sleep. Overall the show is not bad, don't know many people say that it's not nice.

MC on the 6th and went to have a haircut. Brought boyfriend to chinese sinseh for his leg. Had a tiff. I simply just HATE to WAIT. He has good intention. But was too impatient and there goes my lousy temper. I know it's my fault, sorry boyfriend. All he did was to get me this:

But the atmosphere no good, because was having a huge fight. And I force him to take it out, else I think it will landed into the garbage bag again! >.< Whatever it is, thank you very much. ♥

Lonely girl in the house today! Decided to bake some cookies & was seriously fail. Sigh. But the taste is really not bad, just that it's really very ugly. :( Gonna try another time. Seriously, I'm really very lousy in everything. :(

2012-01-02T03:48:00.001+08:00

You killed me, once again.

first day of 2012!

2012-01-01T13:40:00.005+08:00

Oh yeah, first day of 2012 & I'm working. T.T So bloody tired. Had an awesome day yesterday! Although didn't really get to see the full firework, got scammed by people who sat over at the clarke quay river bank! Okay, start from the front!

Bby came over to my place with the presenttttt! Teehee! Know what, we had the total same idea about the present! But he did it first! :( Feels so happy about it, as in 心有灵犀. ^^ & of course for the present! But I don't care! Gonna make it as well! THIS!

Awesome much? HANDMADE!

Oh ya, I was like telling yun the other time that my intelligence and creativity for this kind of things is ZERO. Really have to say this, I don't have the talent, can't think of of the box! If I manage to make something nice & it's handmade, please be happy hor bby. ^^

so much for words, baby really thank you. Love you so much!♥

Head down to town nexttttttt. Had our dinner over at Orchard Central Central Thai! The food taste good, but a little expensive.

Love this! Tapioca with coconut! (Y)

After dinner, gaigai around OC & happened to go into Urban write. I love this place, full of essential materials for me! Stuck in the shop for around half an hour?

Fine box! Very nice!

Cute? :D

Had BFF after an hour later! Had naughty nuggets and Nachos Cheese Fries! After that, Clarke Quay next. Suppose to be meeting Elvin & Wanzhen at Town first in the first place but they went down to Clarke Quay first. So packed over there! Only manage to see around 3 mins of the firework with bby. :( Saw the guys over there after firework. Walk around with them to decide where to go. End up, decided to go MBK. With my wage, it's killing me. Wz too! Both wz & I decided to take of our wage and barefoot walk to MBK from Dhoby! Wasn't really very willing to go in the first place. But well..

Atmosphere there was quite okay, but the ladies there fucked up. Don't know is siambu or what, blind one i think. At first was so near to my bby, then after that pushed/banged on me ON PURPOSE? I was like directly in front & she just pushed me as if I was invisible. I am small in size, but mind you, I'm not a target for you to bully. Totally spoil mood. That's why I hate such place. Well, at least baby was there with me all the time. Quite happy after all because of the music!

Cabbed home at 4 with bby and ah de. Crash on bed my immediately. Fucking tired now. 7 hours more to end work. :(

P.S: Baby, really very thankful to have you. Thank you for entering my life. So much for saying, just 3 words, I love you. ♥

2011-12-31T15:31:00.001+08:00

Woah! 2011 is ending, today mark the last day of 2011! During this year, there's so many things happened. I can say that I had a terrible yet awesome year in 2011. :) For 2012, I don't ask for much, just give me a happy 2012 will do! ^^ Spending this year with baby. Heading out i think in another half an hour time? Wordy entry uh! ^^

Okay now, Had a very fruitful week this week! On Tuesday, head out and meet my PCCS! ^^ Been so long since we last gather together! Enjoy myself so much. We head over to Far east plaza first, after that we suddenly have the feel going K Box. Headed right down to Cine immediately! So steady hehehe. Had plenty of fun inside & that song 忐忑 make me laugh until cannot!

Well, after that, went over to dhoby ghaut for dinner! Went over to nana's friend workplace and camwhore using macbook air! So awesome! Me likeyyy! After that, chill chill over in Starbucks then home sweet home! Life's good! ^^

Then next day, meet up with my dearest girlfriends, our dearest Jasmine's advance birthday celebration oh! Meet wei, yun and ning earlier to get her present! After that, went over to Bugis for a little shopping! Bought myself a dress and was so satisfied! ^^v

Rush down to Novena's Ssikek korean BBQ for dinner! Had fun BBQ-ing & enjoyed my enoki bacon! Fat die me seriously. Did I mention that I gain 5kg of my weight? Yes, like a 2/3 month pregnant lady now. Sibei sad, but that proves that I'm happy! hehehe! Anyway, after our dinner, when we were our way back, we were like so open, openly talking about bras in the train etc. X.X Had a really great day with the girls. After we reached Boonlay, we still continue the topics & linked to wei, saying wanting to makeover her! So damn funny! Separate our ways & had a chat with ning and yun. :) Head home and zzzzzzz.

Xoxo girls ♥

Met yun on Thursday evening and roam around! Had our dinner at Pizza hut, like a rich eh. & Oh ya, I was so tempted by the host, who kept saying how worthy it is to buy the 5-for-10 Toblerone. Actually didn't wanted to buy, but yeah, so tempting!

Had an awesome day today! I think it's the most fruitful day ever! Finally, I HIT THE GYM. OMGZXC! With boyfriend of course. I was like so tired after that. =.=" But the exercise was like wasted? We head over to Nihon Mura of Hi-tea buffet! Sinful but happy jiu hao ^^

Head home after that and head out with boy again for movie! Sherlock Holmes: A Game Of Shadows! Awesome movie! So funny & he's really smart!

2011-12-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo! Merry Christmas oh! Spend my Christmas eve and Christmas with my special ones. A very simple one this year. :)

Before that, Went shopping with boyf on 21st at Fareast! Bought Love chole's perfume with baby's mama for her birthday! Baby get me a perfume as well as 2 cutie rings! ^^ Got myself a wage & really love it! After that, went Holland Village & meet the rest and dine over at Crust!

loklok!

Went Bebe's birthday over at Festive hotel at night! Awesome and really sibei paiseh, really have to thank abel for that necklace!

After that, went over to Clarke Quay, Shuffle Bistro Bar! Weihua & kangtang working! It's been so long since I have Flaming Lambo. But, K.O-ed after that, as in vomit la. Sibei lousy. Don't know why my body keep reject all the alcohol.

For Christmas eve, spend my night with girlfriends and boyfriend over at Jasmine's house! Xide came at a later time. Xmas give exchange with the girls again this year! Last year, Lee Kai Ning was my Santa. Nonetheless, she's still my santa this year. Like what I said last year, "you'll be my Santa for now and forever! " Ji you fate yi xia! ^^

Ton over at girlfriend's house. Watched 2 movies, "Human Centipede 1" and "Secret; 不能说的秘密". Awesome enough! 2nd time watching Secret & finally understand the whole story! hehehe. Ning & her boyfriend left earlier and boyfriend and Xide left around 4 where the rest collapse in gf's room!

Breaky with girlfriends at Mac on Christmas day morning and headed home! Boyfriend came around in the afternoon to fetch me! Trained down to Bishan, to his Ah ma's house! Before that, gaigai awhile in Junction 8, baby got me this...

From prize stage again!♥

Spend my evening over at his Ahma's house! Saw this and it's really cute and niceee!

Left and took bus back and we overshot! Walk a little back to Marymount station! Boyf very naughty, wanna make me fall down while piggyback me! Was feeling very unwell, thought of watching movie, drop the idea and headed back home!

Having been sticking with baby almost everyday! Super dependent on him! Don't know why! hehe. Gonna head out with him luh! Xoxo.

2011-12-20T23:16:00.001+08:00

hello babey! Imma back from genting! ^^ This trip is indeed an awesome trip! This is the first time I had an oversea with boyf! Double awesome! But unfortunately, Theme Park's down, didn't get to play at all! :( All we do is, arcade, arcade and still arcade. But well, the guys get to spa, safari disco while baby and I went for supper! Alright, shall start from first day!

Woke up at 5 and headed to boonlay market to board our bus and depart at 7! Reached genting at 2plus and settle down at around 4plus!

Took bus outside our hotel and headed over here for our dinner!

intend to have this in the first place! But well, the people there "scam" us!

Happy wilfred! ^^

Back to hotel and rest! As what I have mentioned, the guys went over to safari disco, baby feels unwell and we stayed in the hotel and intend to join the rest later! Spent 1hr plus looking for them, and gave up! Roam around and had our supper! Bought nose strip and tidbits and headed back to hotel!

Made a wish! xoxo ♥

Had this with strawberry! Yummy!

Next day, Breaklunch at the Hainanese Restaurant! Arcade all the way because no theme park! :( Head over to Old town for our dinner!

Last 2nd day, went for our lunch at 铜锣湾! After that thought of buying tickets for theme park, but it's not open, again! Sibei sad, end up went window shopping for awhile and arcade again!

Bought 2 different movies! 大英雄，小男人 first and Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 at night! Both are awesome!

Slack over outside theme park and some camwhoring before headed over for our first movie! ^^

After that back to mushroom farm for dinner and had a little tiff with boyf. For a short while only. After that, arcade again and went for our 2nd movie, Alvin and the Chipmunks 3! Back to hotel because I was having a terrible headache while the rest head over to safari again! Ate my medicine and rest!

Eye mask before I sleep! ^^

Last minute shopping on the last day at genting! Bought myself a necklace, an iphone casing! Famous amos, sweet, iphone stopper, chocolate etc! ^^

I enjoyed myself super much! Although my xiao jie pi qi exploded on the last 2 days, I hope I didn't affect anybody! You people don't keep say I burden, sad ya know? :( Thanks baby for everything you did! Love you maximum! ♥♥♥

2011-12-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

Woohooooooooooo! Finally, H-O-L-I-D-A-Y ! ^^ Been feeling unwell these day. Swollen eyes, bad cough, feverish body etc. I hope i'm okay naoooo because I'm heading genting with baby and co tmr! ♥ Please be awesome really. A very short post for today, because I'm gonna roll onto my bed soon, bad cramp, boo!
Nights peeps, xoxo ♥

2011-12-08T18:31:00.001+08:00

Every month of today, i'm always the happiest of all, the most excited of all. I was so disappointed. Every month like this, really hate it. Maybe its me who take it too hard, its just a date, nothing special aye. Expecting a loving dinner with you tonight, even its just a dinner.. all gone. I understand..

2011-12-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST UPDATE! (don't include the one I just posted about I've NEARLY lost my account c: )

Hello there! Finally I have the time to come and clear the dust on my blog! So many things happened recently. Let's just upload the recent one. Attended my Ah gu's wedding lunch 2 weeks ago at Carlton Hotel! They were pretty matching! & I didn't know that my Ah gu can really sang so well! So sweet ya know? ;)

He sang love song for the bride! <3

Went lao ban tau huey with baby don't know when! Had some arguments. But well, we quarrel quite often, but I still love him very very much! ^^

Had this for our dinner! ^^

Everyday spent with you is a bliss. ^^

Shopping with classmates last Friday spend around 50 bucks. T.T Poor si wo. Not having stable income now and still spending money like free one. Sigh. Gonna get another job soon! A fruitful day out! :D

Gonna try to update my blog more often, it seems like I can't really remember things that happened quite sometimes ago. Getting old, need to write down le! Update xy's birthday outing soon! & I need all the photossss leh xiao jie men!

A gift from my sweety girl ytd! Thanks so much! ^^

2011-12-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

YES! Been so long since I blogged. Wanted to blog just now, and I bloody hell screw things up! I spend so much of my time retrieving it. And even kick a big fuss out of it. :( Sigh. Most importantly, hope that I won't itchy hand and lost my precious blog again! <3 Blog soon! I promise really! ^^

2011-10-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

Met up with boyf on the 8th for Dinner at Thai Express. ^^ Was very pissed, that's why diedie also want eat Thai Food!

After that headed to watch Real Steel! & I can say is awesome!!!! The little boy is damn damn cute! ^^ The show really damn nice!

Sunday went to meet Eilly & Joey! & slack till late night! Super love went get to see them! & miss my xinyi loves too! 快点meet我们! Before that, met up with boyf & headed to Clementi for Koi! Walkwalk around & found my 金针菇 with pork! Damn happy! ♥

School week starts again & it's damn sian. Really hate waking up early in the morning, make my mood damn bad! :( Lucky tmr is my off day! ^^

2011-10-08T17:23:00.001+08:00

It's been a month since I last blogged. So many things happened in this one month. Too many things to update, so i'll just cut it short & sweet.

Cake baking on the beginning of Sept for baby's birthday
4th monthsary
Baby's birthday celebration
Taiwan's trip
F1 working
Y2S1 chalet
sh's bro's birthday celebration
School reopen of Oct
Today, 5th monthsary...

2011-09-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

First time working at Kid's Amaze, quite a good experience though, quite slack also. :)

A lollipop cake, can you believe?

Recently, gotta many different type of jobs. But I just for 2 only? I keep bomb Bossini, lazy to book. LOL. MM so far, so tiring. Gonna get my ass off to interview some job at JP. But don't know they still need people or not leh. I dragged for 1 week plus already. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I made mooncake yesterday! So awesome! So fun! So tiring as well. -,- 2 ah siao came over my house and help also. :)

First attempt! Don't hiam say not nice, can eat can already! ;)

I hope everything will be fine by then. Hopefully efforts do paid off.

2011-08-30T02:39:00.004+08:00

Let me say something, when I'm on anger, words that are coming out of my mouth will NEVER be nice. I don't care who, when my temper is up, I don't care who you are.

Yes, I'm an idiot, I'm fucking unobservant, I say things without thinking. I stepped on your pride, I always give you alternative choices to make you give up on me, to make you stop pulling everything back.

But, first thing first, did you do anything to let me know how you feels? No, NOTHING. You just leave me alone, fucking alone. What's the purpose of me taking extra off days for? What's the purpose of me tagging along with the rest?

To go there & be an extra?

To go there doing nothing and be a joke?

To be there alone using my phone all day long?

To go there because I fucking got nothing better to do?

Come on,

THE PURPOSE IS YOU. CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND?! I FUCKING WANNA SPEND TIME WITH YOU. JUST YOU.

Seriously, have you ever thought about it? Have you ever wanna just spend your quality time with me? Just me??! When you needed accompany, am I the one that you'll first thought of? Probably not..

I've been trying to change myself. Do you know how fucked up I was in the past? I want us to last, I want us to get better. I change myself, I change my temper, I try accepting whatever I don't like, I try stop thinking so much.

I learnt to apologize when I'm at fault. I learnt to put my pride down to simmer down the quarrels/fight. I've becoming likea 小女人. What more can I do?

Sometimes it just makes me wonder, the more I do, the more things get worse. I losing my confidence in everything. I don't wanna try anymore..

2011-08-29T18:58:00.001+08:00

Totally. Sometimes I just don't understand why. Sometimes I just wanna time between YOU&ME. why so hard.

What I really want,

Am I too much?

Sometimes I'm just feeling so empty. Feeling not as important as before.

What can I really do,

It's what I can really do. Keep a positive mindset.

2011-08-28T15:23:00.001+08:00

After that day, I've been thinking what am I suppose to do to bring everything back to normal. I've been struggling every single day, struggled to wake up, struggling to fight that aches in my heart. I wish night don't fall, I wish I don't have to wake up, that pain is intolerable. It's been so long, so so long since I feel this heartache again. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to face it. I can't breathe, I can't take it any longer.. 我真的好累好累..

最爱

2011-08-25T02:11:00.003+08:00

这样的我们。。好希望。。真的很爱你。♥ 千言万语。。因为是你。我真的很珍惜你。

2011-08-20T00:35:00.001+08:00

I've got so many things to update, but I've forgot many of it. Shall do a recap. Elvin's birthday bbq on the 5th of Aug over at Pasir ris park! Homed @ midnight.

Intended to watch firework with baby on National day, prepare nice nice already, took the train and browse through twitter & holyshit it's ended. Seriously sad max. But baby promise to bring me in KL and put firework & let me seeeeeeee! ♥ Drop the idea of going to town, headed back to JP & watched Cowboys & Aliens. DID I MENTION THAT I HAD FENG MO FOR THAT WEEK?! Seriously screw this, I've been behaving like a monkey that week. Itchy until cannot. Visited the doc twice or thrice. Tsk.

Girlfriends special dinner on the 11th Aug at Just Acia! Ning brought her bf with her that day!

Went baking at Zann's house on the 15th Aug! Super happy! hehehehe~ & thanks for driving me back! It's the first time I female driver drove me back! ^^

it's tasty okay! Love it! & not forgetting baby cooked fried rice for me! hehehehee~

ta-da! Super happy! Request super long liao lor~ :P

USS OH!

2011-08-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

Okay, USS! A couple date with Zann & her boyf over at USS, celebrating our 2 monthsary & Zann's birthday! hehehe~

4D show! Superb! (Y)

Madagascar tour~

Roam around with baby in USS first while wait for them. :)

The guys~

& the crazy girl!

SHREK HOUSE! But no Shrek :(

the rollercoast ride! Human & Cylon!

Bump into this creature when we were about to end the trip!

Ji cute yi xia hor ~ ^^

END OF TRIP! An awesome one! We played almost all the rides! I love the mummy ride! Super shiok! And we played twice! A very fruitful one! Enjoy super alot! hehehe ♥

After that, proceed to Vivocity and separate our ways. Baby and I went to Gloria Jeans and chill while they went to have their dinner~

Sky park to chill next & proceed back home! Love baby~ ♥

2011-08-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

2011-07-31T23:25:00.001+08:00

Oh yes! OOP assignment finally over! And I didn't complete it OMG. I can't figure out how to edit, how to generate the freaking bills. So I just left it blank. :) Marks gonna pull down. But well, I rather pull down than copied others & got F. hehehe! Here to update 2 birthday celebrations!

It's Zann's birthday ♥!

Celebrated zann's birthday on tuesday! All super crazy, had fun helping her do facial! :P 2 times FYI :D hope she enjoy herself as much as we do! ♥

my crazy classmates!

my crazy girls! ♥

first time! Chocolate moose!

this is the 2nd time! fruit cake!

And Kentan's birthday!

Went steamboat at Bugis last friday with the usual gang to celebrate kangtang's advanced birthday! Club burberry next & it was the first time I went there. It's a thai pub & I don't really like it. O.O

But well, I enjoyed that night of course! It's always fun with them around! ♥

A mini celebration on kangtang actual birthday as well!

Gonna turn in now, USS with baby will update soon! Stay tune! XOXO

2011-07-21T02:13:00.003+08:00

UT 2 is finally over! Finally can relax abit already. But, i still got java assignment. :( Deadline by next wed! T.T shag. & UT3 is in 1 month times. Why so packed? Stress like don't know what! Anyway, many things to share! ^.^

Went prawning with bbg & work colleagues sometimes ago after school! Had fun prawning & I think I'm really good at it! hehehe~ but when comes to 把鱼钓起来, I got hard time doing it, there's once the fishing rod hook until my hair, paiseh much.

* ta da* ! the prawn really very tasty, I like ~ After that, da ge drove us to Toa Payoh for zhi char! His treat! ^^ thanks much! Yishun & proceed back home!

Belated 2nd mth♥

Supposing going to USS to celebrate our 2 mth, but baby was sick that day & there goes my USS trip. Well well, trip postponed but I had fun that day too. :) We still head down to Vivo City though. Went Crystal Jade Dine in for our lunch cum dinner :)

those dim sum are mostly mine. O.O eat till super full!

saw this? 3 layers!!!

baby's ~

Not much photos taken. :( Anyway, I was supposed to have a main course as well. Luckily they forget to include it in the list, else I'm gonna be real dead. Roam around Vivo & realize baby's fever is getting worse, train back to boon lay and went to the nearest clinic to see doctor. Headed back home right after that. Thanks baby for that day, even though you're running a high fever, but you still accompanied me for the whole day! Appreciate it & lastly, I love you. ♥

Girlfriends meet up! ♥

Finally a meet up! Yayness! Everybody's present! So happy to see my girls~ Like what I always say, we have endless topics to talk about, can you imagine how noisy we were once we meet up? I tell you, like market aunties, bargaining price. Seriously no joke. But i like it ^^Had dinner at Cafe Cartel & was totally bloated till cannot.

Went giant & get things that ah wei wants. Meanwhile, we had some camwhoring in the middle of nowhere. HAHAHA.

While chasing cab for ah wei, our poor ning ning fell down! She run run here, jump jump there. Haiyo~ Really is run like superwoman, fly like superman! Please take good care & be good! Overall, I had an enjoyable night with all of them! ♥

2011-07-03T18:26:00.000+08:00

Work 3 days consecutively really cmi. Mentally & physically down. Mood cui maximum for the next day. Attend school halfway & headed back home & sleep!

Went Alvin's(AM) chalet on Wednesday at Aloha Loyang at night & had fun with the rest of the colleagues. Such a pity that we have to leave early due to school the next day, else I'm gonna ton there! A bunch of close friends came half an hour before we left, sad much. :( Rushing for last train like mad women seriously. Last train at 2323, we were in cab at 2319. When we reached MRT Station, the train is departing. Luckily we got the train, else I'm gonna head back to chalet and sleep! Nearly got chased by wolf dogs as well. Suay much.

Yesterday, a date out with BABY! happy much! ^.^ Roam around town area like free one! hehehe. Headed to fareast and got my denim jacket & shoe that I'm yearning for! ♥ Went Cine, Ion, Ngee ann city, knightsbridge and lastly settle our dinner at CentrePoint tcc! Full much! Orchard Central for Dr marten's and Cine for movieeeeeeeeee! TRANSFORMER IS AWESOME! I LOVE BUMBLE BEEEE!

But I love my boyfriend more okay! ♥♥ Slack around town area before headed back home! Awesome day, I love it when it's just you and me ♥

Drowning

2011-06-25T14:08:00.001+08:00

Back to MM for work yesterday.It's good to see those familiar faces but most of the had left already. :<

Going Scape later to support buddy & headed off to work at 6! I thought I'll just work for 1 day only because I didn't intend to work there anymore and had reserved space for baby. well, there's always a change of plan. Working 3 consecutively days. If working can stop me from thinking all sort of nonsense, burning 2 days of my weekend is nothing.

Tmr working morning till midnight & Monday school starts at 9. Mad? I don't really care.

Sick doll

2011-06-22T13:48:00.002+08:00

Breaking down. body aching, flus, sore throat, fever and puffy eyes. Got so suay or not?! Totally got no extra energy already. Slept early the previous night, but no use. I woke up every one hour later. My body tired like fuck and now headache join in the fun.

Seriously fml. I'll never fail to fall sick during exam period, damn fucked up. I still got 2 more to go, hope that my body get well soon, please.

changes

2011-06-21T03:17:00.002+08:00

It's tired to initiate, it's tired to start the first move.. I guess I care too much, way too much. I'm sorry, I'll stop holding so tightly. You were happier in the past.. Sorry for causing misery to you...

Just came back from movie with boyfriend and buddies. Mr Popper's penguins. The penguins are damn adorable! Nice movie, I had a good laugh. :)

I envy old couples. I wonder how they made it, I wonder how they sustain through so many obstacles, I wonder how they can hold each other's hand so tightly till so far..

2011-06-20T05:39:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just wonder, what's the difference when I'm out with you and without. I will never get an exact answer. Perhaps you were much happier without me there? & probably that's the reason why you could stay up so late without feeling tired like the day before. Hmm.

Knowing your limits will save up lots of trouble. I hate it when you can't get hold of your promises.

BUTT PAIN :(

2011-06-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

OKAY, FIRST OF ALL, MY BUTT IS FREAKING IN PAIN, AND THIS PAIN IS DRIVING ME INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :(((((( I CANNOT STAND THE PAIN! WALK GOT PROBLEM, SIT GOT PROBLEM, LIE DOWN GOT PROBLEM. AHHHHHHHHHHH! I WANT CRY :(

Badminton session with girlfriends ytd is awesome as usual! ♥ Woke up early in the morning for RJ, headed back sleep again & woke up at 12. darn tired seriously. We all play until very 起劲 and this explain why I keep whining about how hurtful my butt is. :( I know that I'll definitely have body aches the next day. Well forget it. Apart from that, I enjoyed myself with my girlfriends! ^^

Next, headed back home and changed and proceed down to aunt's house for dinner. :) My niece is damn adorable! My younger nephew doesn't dare to look at me & hid in the room after I stepped into the house! Damn emo seriously, like as if I'm so unfriendly like that. :( Anyway, I don't like to be regard as yiyi(aunt), sound so old. :/

Lastly, send my ah ma back home & proceed back to Jurong & meet baby! :D Strolled around in JP, eat sushi & meet with buddies next at wendys! :)

I'm gonna self-declare off day tmr! (maybe? butt pain will be the best excuse! ^^ ;x)

till then! xoxo

Green eye monster

2011-06-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

Did I mention that my brother went NS already? Sadly, he went in already. Kinda sian, almost everyday nobody at home. :(

Had a mini slack session with gj, elvin and wh yesterday night. & a little chat with gj about relationship..

Gonna meet boyfriend later for dinner. (: & I'm feeling sick knowing that school starts tomorrow!

Perhaps I should take things easier, trust life a little, think simpler & maybe my life will be happier. :)

Insecure

2011-06-11T00:48:00.012+08:00

So many happen nowadays. Haven been blogging for quite sometimes. Partly is because I'm very lazy & got nothing much to blog about. Anw, there's things I to share today! :) Recently, been to PH with 3 lovely ladies & this will be the last time I going, not gonna hit club anymore UNLESS for special occasion or exceptions.

Next, went Sentosa with buddies & boyfriend last Saturday and it's awesome! After that, rushed down to 7head to meet my lovely girls & it's my sweetie joey's 17 birthday! ♥ It's been so long since we last catch up! I love the times I spend with them, I can never get enough of it. ♥

Finally, a date out with baby on this Wednesday, our 1st monthsary! ♥ I'm extremely happy that day. Cine for Billy Bomber, Movie on X-men! A simple yet special day for me. Crazy photos spamming at Scape & lastly a long bus ride back home! ^^

I love you so much than you can ever imagine.

you can never get how insecure I am.

I rather you paranoid, I rather you get jealous easily. Only this, shows me how much you cherish, how much you love me. Right, this is what I'm feeling now. I afraid of losing, i get paranoid, I afraid there's someone out there, who are better for you.

I hate it when you keep me waiting, I hate it when I cant do anything about it for getting jealous over .

Yes, I'm selfish, I do pms very easily, I'm damn demanding, I've got higher dreams, I've got higher expectation, I'm a perfectionist, but it's me...

2011-05-17T03:07:00.000+08:00

Things weren't suppose to be like this. Everything is so different now. The before and after effect. This isn't what I want,never what I expect it to happen. We ain't suppose to behave in this way. I fucking hate this, seriously. I've got so much to say, SO MUCH. I just can't speak up, I can't. I really.. Sigh. The more I care/adore, the more I'll get upset for the slightest issues. So tell me, tell me if I'm wrong, tell me what am I suppose to do.

2011-04-19T00:36:00.001+08:00

Team 5 ♥ ! The picture is kinda small & idk why also. hahaha

First day of school, boring. I nearly partialled. Too sian & I don't understand a single shit. Emo till don't know where. -.- Just came back from kbox with bbg & buddies & I don't know why I suddenly 180 degree moodswing. Sigh. Anyway, I wouldn't be updating my blog that often already. I'm more active in twitter. Check out for more updates ba! ^^

2011-04-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

I'm back from FOP camp & I'm gonna say it's awesome! Team 5, you're awesome! ♥ Maybe for the first 2 days, it's a little sian, but nevertheless, things getting better & we were totally crazy on the 3rd day! Really gonna thank Gabriel, my team partner! :) I don't think I can handle a team of 25 people alone uh! 3rd day is really the best, Tug-of-war, group games, Performances & lastly Jam & Hop session! Everybody high till the peak! Really very happy to see the whole SIT so united. :D Didn't really take much photos, so yeah..

Hit Rebel/Zirca yesterday with bbg & buddies! ♥ No photos, only afew inside elvin's phone. Sotong me, brought the wrong camera out! :( Still, an awesome night. I enjoyed myself, very very much. :) Shall hit there again with the same clique!

As for today, met up with girlfriends! Jasmine's house for movie! Percy Jackson & the lightening thief, damn nice! Next The Incredibles. I fallen asleep halfway through, damn tired! Dined at 900plus zi char & headed back home. :)

2011-04-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

First of all, cypher camp is awesome laaaaaa! The nightwalk, the hide&seek, the cheers, the performances etc... (Y) Hoping that FOP will be as fun as this or ever better lo! ^^

Next, Sushi day with bbg and the brothers at Orchard Central! Met them in the evening at Cine while the rest met in the early afternoon for pool-ing session!

The three brothers! (:

Kingston!

Hogan!

Newton!

After sushi, back to cine's arcade. :) Slack a little while & back to JP.

Slacked awhile with Des & Ken tan at wendy's. Sibei tiring day lo!

Went prawning with bbg & the 3 brothers! Met MM's da jie & da ge over there! And all thanks to Hogan, he brought us to Yishun & we took the wrong bus and landed at nowhere! -.- Lucky Da ge drove over all "rescue" us! ^^

Halfway through prawning, it started pouring. >.< sibei angry. But we still continue prawning. Damn shiok & I swear I'm gonna go again! The 3 brothers left to have dinner with their family while Da ge send bbg & I to Bishan & we trained to Vivo to meet up with Ken tan & Elvin! :) The chicken rice shop for our dinner!

Cabbed back aftermath! Damn lazy to train uh!

My dearest Ning's birthday! & I was dumb enough to wish her the day before her birthday! -.- Not purposely one, I keep thinking Sunday is 11th ma! :P

These are what we gave her as her birthday present! ♥

As for today, meet up with PCCSM!!! Damn hell long never see them already. Fyi, PCCSM stand for Pearlina, Christbelle(winnie), Chrystal, Shihui(Me) and lastly Meixuan! hiak hiak. Funny hor. :P Meet in school cause Winnie brought her lappy for some configuration. While waiting, went TRCC for our lunch! (: After that, Meixuan left to somewhere else and Chrystal went for work. And so the 3 of us, stoned in IT help desk. -.- Damn shag. Waited for 5hours yknow! But while waiting, we had a little h2h. :) Afterall a happy day! ♥

2011-04-07T19:11:00.000+08:00

Met up with buddies on the 24th for work in the morning! Damn fucking tired. Most of us didn't sleep at all or only slept for a few hours. But still, off to cine for kbox and movie!

Caught Suckerpunch & afew dozed off when watching movie. Pm for supper and early breakfast. K.O on my bed immediately after I reached home.

On the 27th, met up with the MM's on vivo for dinner! :D Before that, meet Alex and headed off for briefing for Cypher Camp! :) Then met bbg & off we go to vivo! Waited for then for like 1hour? Damn slow la. Tsk. While waiting, bbg and I start a little of h2h and cam-whoring. ;)

Dine at Banquet & off for movie! Caught World Invasion : Battle Lose Angeles. I dozed off for the front part because was a little boring uh. Meet up with buddies while bbg headed back home!

& I'm back from Cypher camp! :) Update soon! Meeting Girlfriend's later too! ♥

Girlfriends ♥

2011-03-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

As usual, girlfriends meet up was awesome! I'm glad everything is back to normal. ;) Intended to go ECP for our cycling, but due to the rain, we decided to change plan and settled down at Pitstop! :) We spent about 6 hours over there! Cam-whoring as usual. ^^ Played our usual games and this time round, due to our dearest girlfriend, i fell from the chair and my face hit the fan which was just beside me and Yiqin got a few scratches on her hand. T.T

okay, this game above, is the game that made us shout, scream and turn freaking violent! After all we are happy, It's really nice, the pain just worth it. :)

There goes the forfeit! Saw that? Tingwei always in when comes to forfeit! :P

Those turtles are the gifts from our dear weiwei. ♥

Notice the cap? Hehehe!

After gaming, head down for their dinner! Ba chou mi sua!

After that, the rest headed back home while I went to meet desmond and szeyun head off to PH!

P.S: I LOVE KAINING'S DSLR MUCH MUCH!

2011-03-21T05:47:00.001+08:00

Just feel so ridiculous. So useless. I never has the rights to control my mood. My mood is always easily affected by people around me, especially people who are important to me. Want me to be happy or not, you decide. Haven been blogging lately. Mood is just a roller coaster ride, ups & downs, which I don't know why. Today I'm feeling damn awful at work which I don't even know why. I'm getting better overcoming my current situation. But I simply don't know why problems always come one after another. So sick of life. Can't I just take a break? Life is just playing a fool with me. The pain that I can bear, the tears that was forced to stop, I don't have a choice. I don't know what is bothering me, I just feel so vex~ :(

It's never easy to be me. Being strong is not an option, it's a must. Having high self-esteem, kills.

Weak

2011-03-06T03:58:00.002+08:00

Please know that it takes 2 hands to clap. If this is what you want, I'm fine with it. If this is how far we can go, I'll accept it.

Just came back home with buddies! JP for dinner with my parents at Lailai and headed to look for buddies. Caught the "The adjustment Bureau". (: Quite nice i think. Very cool. But I'm rather blur, confused about these and that. But it's nice la! After that, send Wanzhen back home and headed to West Coast for supper! Prata as usual. (: home next.

ALL MIXED

2011-03-05T17:25:00.001+08:00

Photos on 1st March

27 Feb

Had an advanced birthday celebration for Yun. :) Went for Zi Char at 900plus!

And ta da! This is the polaroid that we gave her for her birthday present! :)

10 Feb, Shanice's Birthday celebration

OC for Sakae Sushi ~

Present for bbygirl (:

Bainian @ Kentan house!

Watch Gomeo & Juliet on Thursday! Pasar malam next and after that slack awhile :) Back home and changed then off to Jt's house. Met gj & des under their block and off we go! JOGGING. hehe! damn long never jog already. Jog awhile jiu bth liao~ damn weak :( Gj damn zai de lor. Like no need stop de ~ hahaha. Des more good lo, cycle all the way. Tsk~

2011-03-03T17:20:00.007+08:00

Kbox with Yun yesterday afternoon! Thanks for accompanying me though you're freaking tired. ♥ you much!

Hit Powerhouse at night! & it was an awesome night. ♥ Powerhouse with 2 lovely girls, Aaron & Winston. :) I'm so proud of myself yesterday. ^^ Definitely hitting PH again with them! Sorry for the emo shit I've gave. I'm feeling much better after that cry. :)

rmb the first time you held my hand? I miss that.

明知道不适合，为什么要走在一起？

不管多喜欢你，最终的结果

还是分手。

2011-03-01T21:13:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to Girlfriend Szeyun! ♥

Okay, been shopping for the past few days. Kinda shag, no money already. T.T Freaking in need of job lo! Tsk. Went shopping with Gf & babygirl today. ♥ shopping again. -.- Dined at JP with bbygirl, ogj and his friend. (:

2011-02-27T00:27:00.001+08:00

Ah wei's birthday! ♥

Valentine's day outing! ♥

Chingay! 11/12 February

W45M last day!

Got so much to blog, but I really freaking lazy. Sorry, I'll let the pictures do the talking alright? Late night movie on last week don't know when. Caught "No string attached" which was awesome! Celebrated Shanice's birthday at Sukae Sushi at town with buddies! Shopping at town with Rachel after our last paper on friday. Meet baby on the 19th and had Japanese Buffet at YCK. Baby's house for mahjong and headed off to aunt's house. Out with Nana the next day to town! ^^ Had our class chalet at DTE on the 23-25 Feb! :D And I think that's all for today's post. Quite brief I know. I will try to blog more often :)

Meanwhile, visit my formspring! Ask me anything yo! :)

2011-02-02T13:53:00.000+08:00

Hello people. Haven been blogging for quite sometimes already. Sorry for the lacking of updates, didn't have much to update also.

Life is a bitch. Recently, haven been smiling much these days. I hate it so much when my imagination runs wild. Been doubting, thinking, crying, stoning so much these days. I really don't know what I want now. My will isn't that strong anymore. Missing you has become my favourite hobby. Quarrel is always inevitable when meet up. Sigh. We ain't like a couple, yknow?

Today is CNY's eve, I'm ain't excited at all. I remembered I used to be extremely happy when it comes to CNY. What's wrong? I so wanna get back to work, working like no tomorrow. I miss the stayover with bbg. :(

BIRTHDAY

2011-01-19T22:26:00.009+08:00

Okay, I got 3 cakes this year. 1 from girlfriends bbygirl and buddies. They celebrated my birthday on the 11th of Jan. :) Pizza hut after school and a surprise cake after that. It's awesome though I wasn't really happy that day.

Next, on the eve of my birthday, my dearest PERVERTS organized a surprise celebration for me.♥ Wasn't really aware of it in the first place, but I find them behaving so suspiciously. And ta-da! Gotcha! ;P whatever it is, I'm thankful for the surprise, sorry for the emo shit I give before that. &hearts you people!

Dinner with family at Sakura at night! Daddy's treat! & I enjoy the time I spent with them. ♥

On the actual day, I gotta a heart attack for god sake! A whole group of 20 people are waiting for me under my block before 12! Thanks to baby♥, he planned this surprise for me and I'm really extremely happy! Thanks bby girl for helping in gathering people! Yknow I ♥ you. :) Thanks awesome people for attending! :DDD Sorry for my cui face, I was about to sleep and I tio "prank" lo. Tsk. But thanks much Nana. ♥

Out with baby in the afternoon. JP for 店小二. (: the food is awesome! Cabbed to Cine. Neosprint with baby and turn out to be very ugly. Too fake and too white. Shag. Walk around Orchard. Went Orchard Central and rest. :)

Movie next at Cine. ^^ Caught "Season of the witch" and I like it very much! It's a little thrilling but overall I think it's awesome! :D Cabbed back baby's house and trained back boonlay alone.

For people who know I had an awful birthday this year. I can't explain how hurt I was that day. I was totally lost. I was all alone. Very grateful to bbygirl and buddies. Loveyou guys more than anything.♥ Thanks for caring, thanks for cabbing all the way down from Bugis to Boonlay just to look after me when I was alone, drinking. What more can I say? Action proven everything. Sigh.

2011-01-14T09:09:00.001+08:00

【戀人冷戰最久的星座】

第一名：魔羯座

魔羯座個性冷淡，對於很多事情都淡然處之，其實他心裡很在意，不過越在意他會越表現冷淡，這樣才能保護自己不受傷害，他會跟對方冷戰一定是因為面子掛不住心裡受到傷害，因此當他冷戰的時候會冷到讓對方很有感覺，冷到一點情分都沒有。

2011-01-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

Love Buffet is awesome! Thanks to Maris! I'm quite addicted to it! Arron Yan ♥!

Busy day! Rushed to JP and meet loves and loves's Bf! Roam around and searched for Eilly's present! Met Jiaen next and she drove to Chervons for Eilly's 21st chalet! Slacked and chit chat a little over there. Left after cake cutting and headed back Jurong. :D

Slacked at Mac Cafe and amazingly I knew alot of rubbish you did/said to me previously. Thanks hur, liar/loser. Nice catching up with loves and I'm waiting for the next one! :D

Appreciation

2011-01-04T08:44:00.002+08:00

Midnight movie with buddies on the first day of 2011.♥ Caught "The ghost must be crazy". Super hilarious. Not scary at all, just lame.

Went RP for revision on the second of 2011. Fragrant to meet baby and down to Vista Point for Zi Char. Claypot Toufu, Broccoli with Scallop blah blah blah and lastly Pepper Crab. (Y)

School starts, one word, bored. Holiday mode is still on. UT 2 starts today. Revision is not done. FML. Movie with baby at Causeway Point yesterday and caught The Tourist.

2011-01-01T16:14:00.002+08:00

I will...

2011-01-01T15:19:00.001+08:00

You'll never know, how much your word hurts.

New year eve, Met up with Nana at town! ^^ Fcuk for my teeeeeeeee! Met up with baby and Andy. Pepper Lunch for our lunch :)

Slack around town and landed and Paragon's Coffee Bean.

Lucky Plaza next! Baby and Andy went for pool-ing session! Mac with Nana and Meixuan.

Headed from Lucky Plaza to Cine to look for lovely babygirl and buddies! ♥

Cabbed down to Boat Quay. Drink, dance, vomit, quarrel. Fuck, what a nice way to end 2010 and welcoming 2011.

2010-12-31T02:26:00.002+08:00

Awesome trip to JB with girlfriends! Went City Square! On the way there, there's human jam and also a mini traffic jam there. >.<

All of us were starving by the time we reached there. Breakfast cum lunch over there! :D A pasta shop, which I had forgotten the shop's name! -.-

After that, we went to take neoprint! It's been YEARS since all of us take it together! And I love it! ^^ never get sick of looking at it ;D

"KBOX" from 230pm- 530pm! The only word I can describe how I feel was "Shiok!" But super tiring seriously. Don't know why also. First time sing until so tired, till voiceless. (Y)

And for your information, there's food there is machiam free one sia! Those are just half of the food we gotten~ we got 10 plates in total. And overall, it cost each of us 22RM only! OMG right?

And our last stop - Movie. ^^ Gulliver's travels. i dozed off during the first 15-20minutes of the show. Too tired already. hehehe! but, it's very hilarious la. Just abit lame. lol

All of us were dead beat after the long long day. But we seriously enjoy ourselves to the freaking max! ♥ Girlfriends ftw! Love you girls more than anything! ♥

Yesterday was our dear Jasmine's Birthday! ^^ Happy Birthday darling! :D hope you enjoy yourself. :D Went over to her house. Wanted to surprise her, but the plot was too fake, till the extend that is so unbelievable. HAHA. whatever it is, 开心就好:D

As for today, went baby's house in the morning. Lunch with him and Donald. Back to baby's house and slack. Wanted to watch Step up 3, everything was ruined. Whatever, don't want mention any.

Bused down FYT's house at 5pm. Slacked and steamboat for dinner! ^^ shiok! hehehes. 3 times already for this week~ hohoho. Mahjong next! Hais, lose again. but abit la! At least I won a few rounds. hehehe! ♥ Thanks to Mr Willy! Else I'm gonna lost another 20 bucks~ ^^ Thanks Melvin's dad for sending Waisheng & I back home. Seriously paiseh ttm. From Punggol to Sembanwang then to boonlay leh! Own Melvin a big time now!

2010-12-29T02:02:00.005+08:00

我爱你 ♥

2010-12-28T00:57:00.000+08:00

On the eve of christmas, headed down to Marina Mandarin for staff gathering high tea! ^^ We eat, we play, we talk cock, we dance.. Just like a big big family! ♥ my MM family! ^^

Everything ended around 8, help to clear up the mess and trained down to meet baby and friends for dinner at Heren. After dinner, Arena next. (: Baby's house first, then cabbed back home.

On Christmas! Went Serangoon NEX with Girlfriends! Xmas gift exchange! Hohoho! Santa of the year is LEE KAI NING. ^^ told ya, you'll be my Santa for now and forever! hehehe! ♥

After dinner, back to Kaining's house for movie! Blue Demon~ Crap show seriously. >.<>

26 December

Stayed at home for the whole day. (: Little Focker at JP. Kinda bored in the beginning, afterall, it's a funny show! ^^ Pm with SY, Jas and GJ. GJ left earlier WH come. Talk cock while waiting for the rest. After the rest reached, left and back home with SY. (:Something super lucky happened to me that day! ♥

As for today's outing, Virgin trip to JB with Girlfriends! Fun to the max! I will update more about it tomorrow or so!

2010-12-26T17:54:00.002+08:00

I'm lost~

22 Decemeber!

Powerhouse with 2 lovely girls!

Okay, I'm weak at that day. Fucking dulan with myself nah! Merlion ~ :( But I do enjoy myself, with their company! ♥

23 December

Bugis with Nana darling in the afternoon! (: KOI-ed and gaigai awhile for Xmas's present. Got a little pissed off when choosing presents, headed down to darling's ahma's house! ^^ love that place to the max. Thanks to gugu mummy! ♥

ABC market for dinner with darlings and buddies! :D After that headed to Henderson Wave and chill ~ Nice, I like! Can emo there ;x

Left the gang around 11 and homed alone while they continue their journey to somewhere else! :( emogirl92.

Update more when I got the pictures for Christmas! :D

19th ♥

2010-12-21T03:19:00.002+08:00

Wasn't expect myself to stayover during the next chalet. But, I did. Went Powerhouse in the middle of Donald's chalet. With ahjipalang top and without shoe, trained down to Orchard Cotton On. A mini celebration for Donald's NS enlistment and advance birthday celebration. Overall, Awesome chalet! ♥

Went Bugis with J♥ today. Wanted to watch movie but bo slot. :( Then we went to take Neoprint! Woohoo! Sibei long never take already. (Y) Nua around in Bugis. Dine in a Japanese restaurant with his friends. Full die me! But the food is nice :D Wanted to watch movie, but can't. No last train. Headed back Jurong. Ma de, GV close. Seriously not fate to watch movie today. :( But at least I had fun with Bee. :D

2010-12-18T14:45:00.000+08:00

I smile because I know I have to. But who is sensitive enough to feel that's a fake smile? Knowing that I'm breaking apart?

Hello! I'm like finally back from chalet! My whole body is aching now. :( Watched Narnia with Qin and Wei on Thursday night. An awesome movie! Anticipating the next part! :D Headed back home and prepare my things to go for Weihua's chalet and headed out with yun! I don't know why I like bring freaking alot of clothes like machiam leaving from home like that! >.<

Slack, nua, watch tv, chit chat, sleep, poker over there. Rolling off bed around 5 in the morning. Didn't really get to sleep though. Too noisy. Breakfast at Burger king! Wild Wild Wet in the afternoon and it's a very enjoyable one. The U shape thingy amazed me. O.O played 3 times in total. Woohoo! I'm so gonna go back again!

BBQ at night and I was like a zombie already. hotdog, sotong balls, cake, satay, chicken wings. Actually wanted to stay, but last minute decide to leave with the rest. Was too tired to stay for another night.

And today, I'm going down for another chalet later on. But most probably not gonna stay. Working tomorrow, fml.

2010-12-13T21:23:00.001+08:00

OKAY THIS! I LOVE THIS SUPER ALOT. ;D Thanks Miss Rachel for you effort! Loveyou much! ♥ My very first Xmas present! Woohoo~ MM is throwing a party on the 24th December! Kinda excited though. HEHE!

Shopping with JingTing today! :D Bugis and then Koi ~ Nice, bought myself a leggings and a coat/jacket. :D:D

Friday ; Melvin's birthday!

Okay, melvin's birthday celebration at his house, Boon Keng! Before heading down to his house, we hit town first! Buffet at his house! (Y) And not forgetting to mention this, Mahjong! & Pathetically, I lose all the wayyyyyy! How lucky I can be. :(

Left my friend's house around 11plus, with no train. -.- Luckily, my friend came over to fetch us and send William back. :) thanks yo! You know who you are. (: After sending my friend back home, went gaigai :) Juronghill to slack awhile, see people prawning at don't know where and lastly landed at Pioneer mall McDonald's. ^^

2010-12-07T21:25:00.001+08:00

MONDAY

A happy happy day! Woohoo~ Dhoby Ghaut for Gong Cha with the 17s! Wanted to watch Chronicles of Narnia: Voyage Of The Dawn Treader but because of Misssssssss Rachel, we postponed.

Tried my first Gong Cha and it turn out to be ... Ok la, acceptable. But I prefer Yuting's, Passion fruit juice with CK.

Headed to town next! Far East Plaza for the Hainanese Delicacy for Hai Nan Chicken rice!

Strolled around aimlessly and finally settled down at Scape's McDonald's! Camwhored using fyt's cameraaaaaaaaaaa~

As for today, I am bloody freaking sad now because of MY HAIR. AHHHHHHH! Went for a haircut today after school. Neh neh de. Initially wanted to cut my fringe and just trim my hair only, never did I know he layer my whole hair! OH MY GOODNESS! Can I freaking cry now? :( Sigh.

♥ More than words

2010-12-05T23:52:00.007+08:00

2010-12-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

Don't you think that those words are just so awesome? I love it. (:

Promise without actions are just purely nothing. Lies. Please don't tell me you will be there but when I need you, you're gone. Feel your heart, touch your conscience, do you meant what you say?

Just by the way I reply, the way I answer, my actions, my tone, my attitude, isn't it obvious to show how sad/happy/angry I am? :( Must I always say everything out?

SAVE ME

2010-12-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

I can't understand why unpleasant things keep happening to me. Or is it because I always take things too seriously? Sigh. I'm sick of keep initiating for meet ups, for anything and everything. I hate being ignored. I hate to be ALONE. Why can't you you you just spot the difference within us? Why can't you you you just be a little more sensitive? I thought I'm an open book, you can just read anything and everything from my facial expressions and actions. Or I'm not good enough for you to care, anymore?

Feel me, feel what I'm feeling now. Who knows? Deep down inside, I'm hurt like fuck. It's not just BGR can hurt me that much, that deep. Friendship also have that power to do that as well or maybe deeper.

I love friends who bother to care. Somehow thing changes. Perhaps it's just like what others always say, nothing last forever. It doesn't only apply to BGR but friendship as well. I'm afraid, freaking scared. I simply just need assurance, that you guys will always be there. Am I too much?

2010-11-30T23:55:00.003+08:00

Chinese dance gathering on Monday (: Supposed to be dance camp. Went there for a visit & supposing there's BBQ. Due to the rain, BBQ canceled. :( Well, but there's still food for us to eat. Catch up quite a little and headed up to the hall for movieeeeee! Wasn't really paying attention to the movie, busy chatting with them! AWWWWS! I miss those days~

2010-11-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

Saturday

Flee market with GFs at Haji Lane. Went Ice cream man Pte ltd for ice cream. (: Sigh. Seriously can chop off my hands. I spend another 70 bucks that day. :(

Friday

Town with Jing Ting, Mark, Adeline and Guo Jie on Friday night. (:

Overdue post

Xide's birthday celebration

Picnic at Marina Barrage. (: Wanted to fly kite, but it rains. Packed up and went to Marina Square. Arcade, slacked. Enjoyable day. (:

Pitstop with girlfriends

2010-11-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

I kinda forget what I have done for the past few days. Let's recap,

Saturday

Met Justin at Ion Orchard and he was late! -.- Walked around Ion and bought Royce Chocolates and headed down to City Hall, Suntec City for Secret recipe's Chocolate Banana Cake. (: Nana & Junxin came at a later time and bus town to Bedok to collect Ice cream & Fondues. Cabbed down to XinYi's house which is located at Bishan. Dominic and gangs had already arrived at her house. A surprise birthday celebration for her. A very successful one. (: Chit chat and chill at her house. (: A mini heart to heart talk with Nana, Luck, Alex and Jun Xin. (: A nice one which I love it to the max. A extremely huge thanks to Jun Xin and his dad to send me all the way from Bishan down to my house! Pai seh much though. (:

Sunday

Zi char with girlfriends and silly friends for dinner. I always love it when the two groups combined and go out together. (: Was a little pissed off in the beginning, not gonna mention why. But things went on smoothly after that. (: Arcade at JP for awhile and off to slackkkkkk! I WANT MORE OF SUCH OUTING PLEASE! ;D

Tuesday

After UT, rushed, I mean chionged all the way from my class to Woodlands to catch the train and rushed to meet Jingting and gang for the movie "RED". I think this show it's awesome! It's really hilarious but for some of the parts only. But overall it's nice. (: It has been quite sometimes since I last watched movie eh ~ No movie partner :( LJS for dinner and home sweet home. (:

Wednesday

Causesway Point with Nana and gang to slack and at the same time waiting for Shahidah. This girl of mine always want to make me angry uh! Tsk. Trained back with her & headed to JP with her to get her always-wanted FOX jacket.

Thursday

Dinner with parents at KFC and bought myself a high waist short at The Market Place. (: Singtel to ask more about IPhone and I think I'm getting my IPhone very soooooooooooon! Woooooooah! Happy max!

And today is Friday! Oh god, like finally! Had our last UT today. I think it's manageable? Hopefully my jiao wei's skill improved ah! :) Back home first & headed down to town with Jingting, GuoJie, Adeline and Mark. Slacked a little and chilled at Gj's gf's workplace.

2010-11-19T23:55:00.004+08:00

Hello. Went shopping with Qin on Wednesday. As expected, I spent 99 bucks on ONE jacket on Wednesday. I bought myself a GAP jacket. (: Dined at Asian Kitchen & back home :)

Went AMK Hub yesterday after school. ^^ Dined and AMK food-court and off for KOI ;D It's fun to be with them. :) Thanks people for sending me until Jurong East station. ♥

As for today, partialled during Second study period and off to Civic Centre with classmates for Mac. :D After that homed and be pig. :P woke up in the evening & off to Qin's house to be her "photographer". :D

I'm losing motivation in blogging. How?

MONEY

2010-11-16T22:58:00.004+08:00

Coincidentally met Alex at the bus stop after school. Strolled around at Causesway Point for a while. Due the heavy rain, We were stuck in Civic Centre, which delayed us from going back home early. A little window shopping at Causesway Point and found out that I have tons of things I wanna buy. Gosh! I'm seriously in need of money. Why can't money drop down from the sky? :(

& I'm going another round of shopping tomorrow which I think I'll spend at least 100 bucks? Sigh.Chop off my hand? I just order a Tee from Jasmine's brother blogshop.

Ohya! Finally fork out the time to get myself a new spectacle today! (: Gonna have new spectacle soon eh! ^^

I find it ridiculous for people to whine, to get angry, upset when things doesn’t go on their way. Maybe I don’t know what he/she is up with. But somehow I felt pissed when people start kicking a big fuss for minor things. I think most people are much luckier than me. You are always the main priority, the center of attention of your friends, what more do you expect? Do you know how much I envy you guys? Don’t get flared up when you read this, this entry isn’t meant for particular, but all. Please treasure what you have, don’t get over-sensitive when you see or feel something different and start judging. It does hurt that person who dotes and care about you.

2010-11-15T22:43:00.001+08:00

I seriously need to stop eating so much. Ohgod. I think I spend too much money on food already. Spend 20 bucks on Pizza hut yesterday with Yun and another 20 bucks today on Benten Cafe with Qin. Arghh. Both are so fattening. Especially Pizza Hut. We ordered Cheesy 7! I keep complaining that I'm growing fat, but I'm doing nothing about it. Shit this. :(